Sunday, January 6, 2013

Missy Elliot....

 "Work It'  is on replay in my head at the moment.  NO IDEA why.    Those of you who know the lyrics know why I'm not posting them.  (If my brother is reading this, he has, without a doubt by now launched into the song despite whomever is around him).  Other than the word "work" in the title there is absolutely no connection between the two.  Just goes to show where my head is at the moment.

Was off for 3+ weeks.  With winter break, I've been off for a grand total of  6 weeks.  None of my maternity leaves lasted this long!

So....Meeting with my boss and HR tomorrow.  They've been amazing.  They say that the neurological rehab I need to do in February is fine too.  Helps that I had the time built up.  It's just between now and then that I'm mostly worried about.  But...I'm going in determined not to grow those fears.  I'm going to stand on my own two feet , and going to show as little weakness as  possible no matter how much pain I'm in or whatever weirdo neuro symptoms decide to show up each day.   Unless I land back in an ER, I'm not showing anybody at work symptoms.  I don't want to give an inch more on my credibility. Not good health wise, but until February, I'm not sure what else to do.

So... I'm organizing my week.  Prepping my head.  And hoping I can sleep.  Brain , don't fail me now.

"is it worth it...let me work it.........."




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